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Life, it is what it is

After a bad fall about a month ago, I’ve been in and out of hospital emergency rooms and spent a little bit under a week in hospital. Lotta good it did, as I’m worse now than I was before I went in. I need in-home care I need help but the doctors keep blowing me off. And my doctor’s nurses, forget about it incompetence galore!

They keep telling me they’ll call me back once they get information about in-home care. Has not happened at all. They don’t even call my prescriptions when they expire anymore. I have to call and remind them. Yeah that helps with my stress level! I’ve been with the same doctor for 17 years!

I can’t even get into what happened in my last hospital visit a couple of weeks ago as it just brings back too many awful memories. Not as bad as back in 2009-2010 but almost.

At this point I’m completely bed ridden, my legs do not work at all I can only move them if somebody moves them for me hard to transfer to my chair I won’t even get into going to the bathroom. LOL that’s way too much information… TMI!!

Bottom line I need home health care, and my doctors are ignoring me and not helping me. So me, being the bitch that I am, I have an appointment with a new neurologist on January 28 and an appointment on the 18th of this month with the new internist. I’m done, and I’m taking charge and taking back my power!

For those who know me, know I’m pissed and when I get pissed I get shit done. They know not who they are dealing with! LOL I’m done believing that this is it for me and I’ll never move again that I’m going to be stuck in a bed the rest of my life.

I Even got my new wheelchair and it’s the bomb, but I can’t even transfer to it. So what’s the fucking point right now!


I really do wonder sometimes… What’s the fucking point!

[sorry for spelling and or grammar mistakes talk text doesn’t always work exactly as it should]

need sleep...

6 thoughts on “Life, it is what it is

  1. Sending you love and hugs dear friend! I’m sorry you have had such a hard time, you have such a big heart and do so much good… It pisses me off that your not being taken care of ! How can I help ? I ❤you


  2. I hadn’t heard from you for a long time, did not know about the hospital stay. My heart goes out to you every day and you are on my mind. I am praying that these doctors can make a huge difference and you can be back on track…the chair sounds awesome! Sending you lots of love and hugs!! xoxo


  3. I feel for you. I know what it’s like to not have your doctor listen to you, to not show any compassion or caring. I also know exactly how you feel about the prescriptions, as my doctor’s office tells me they are “faxing” or “emailing” them to the pharmacy, but they never seem to make it to the pharmacy, so I spend days playing tag with everyone trying to get meds.
    I’m so sorry you’re going through all this, but knowing you, you’ll kick the asses of these incompetent people to the curb and move forward. Love you! You’re in my thoughts, always. ❤


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