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Long time no see…

So many things have happened and I wish I could say for the better. I went through 4 appeals for rehab starting August 18 when I ended up in the hospital. I am now unable to get out of my bed thanks to the pain from the contractures in my hips and thanks to Independence Blue Cross appeals for denying me. The insurance company decided that acute rehab is not medically necessary for me.🖕 Because you know, they’re my doctors! 🤬 I’ll get more into tthat in another blog. Right now I’m just trying to find a way to not go completely mad being completely trapped in a bed. This quote is eerily true. By eerily I mean, that little piece of me… That little girl… Has saved me from leaving this earth by my own hand.

I just wanted to check in and let everyone know that I’m still around. 😜 I am going to try to blog more as I think it will help me from going mad.

When people ask me how I have not gone a little insane from being in my bed, now over six years, I honestly don’t know the answer to that. Quite possibly I have…

Have courage and be kind! 

4 thoughts on “Long time no see…

  1. You continue to inspire me as well as so many other people, some of us don’t have it as bad as you and I hate that you are stuck in a bed and the fucktards that be continue to deny you…assholes. I’m in my own hell and keep meaning to blog, I rarely have the energy (mental) to put pen to paper or fingers to keyboards as the case may be. Love you bunches.

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