It’s a Pity Party and you’re invited!!

For those who do not want complaining, or moaning and groaning, or just plain bitching… do not read any further. You have been warned.

It is, really!

Being crippled sucks, and no tomorrow is NOT a new day. Ok, well it is a new day, but won’t be any different than today. I’ll still be crippled and still be pissed. If that bothers you when I say that, then move on. I envy other criptastic people that can ‘deal’ with their illness and be shiny happy, but that’s not me. Sorry!! I really wish I could, but then I look at my power chair and am slapped back into reality.


I had to do a hooker bath tonight. You know, when you get some towels and wash yourself. Yup, that. Then had to wash my hair in the sink. Luckily I have hospital type body cloths with aloe even. 😉 So that does help. With my shower under construction I have to use the guest/kids bath/shower unit and it is too stressful. Yes, stressful. My shower chair fits in sideways and trying to get my leg up and over the tub sides scares the shit out of me. By the time I get done I am anxiety ridden. So, it s easier to do it like a hooker does. Come on, you know they do sometimes, please!!

After the shower and feeling more crippled than ever I decided I want a friggen’ beer. Corona with lime to be exact. Hmmmm How to ask hubby [recovering addict/alcoholic of 13 yrs] to go buy me some. See, thanks to being crippled, I cannot just ‘pick up and go’ like most can. Now hubby has no problem doing this for me, but it bothers me. **He just called to tell me they only have regular Corona… bring it baby!!** lol Isn’t he sweet. Yes he is, but I want to do those things. I want to be able to just get up and go. Sadly my get up and go done got up and went a long time ago. The next time you get pissed that you have to ‘run’ to the store for something, GET OVER IT and be glad you can do that. Those are more of the little things I took for granted before I got this fucking MonSter MS! What I would give to be able to have to run all over the place and go to a job I hate!! lol

This is just for shits and giggles!!

Sorry, but ya know it’s funny!! Thank God he is out of office… Shit, did I type that out loud. Man, I do need a drink!! lol

So, hope you come to the party. Feel free to bitch away. For those that do not like that, then you should not have read this blog, I warned you!! HA!

Blessings and Hope!!

20 thoughts on “It’s a Pity Party and you’re invited!!

  1. Tracy..You can invite me to your pity party any day…cause I don’t blame ya one bit!! I could add a few bitching moments myself…but girl, I feel like I have no place to say a thing…I wish I could have a Corona with ya…but guess what? I am deathly allergic to the brewers yeast in it…in fact, it seems that I am allergic to just about everything now…food, air, pollen insects, dust, mold you name it I will pretty much react to it…
    I ‘ll take the lime though….I think I can have that…I don’t know …Let’s try it and if my throat starts closing up like the other day…you can jab me in the leg with my Epi-pen…it’ll be fun! I love ya, Tracy…hang in there!! 🙂 ❤


    1. Amy, I’d love to jab ya in the leg. So let’s have some Coronas and pity party away!!

      I would hate to be so allergic. Bitch away as it sucks!!


  2. Well I think I pretty much bitched and whined all this week about me being sick and then having that awful migraine headache for the past 3 and 1/2 days, so i am sure no one wants to hear me anymore…LOL!

    I was also thinking when I was whining all week how I would get over it and go back to normal again, If I was even normal to begin with which I probably am not but who cares cause normal Is boring anyway, ok getting off track here. I was thinking that I will get better. But there are people out there who deal with being sick every single day and are In pain every single day, so who am I to complaine about a few days of it? So I start feeling guilty about whining and bitching. If you want to bitch and have a pity party, your more then welcome to anytime you want!!! Tracy and I am sure you already know that and I would come to your party anytime with a hand full of coronas 😀

    You know, I really wish you lived closer or even in Lomita still, that would be so great, then I could come over all the time and bug



    1. Frannie you can bitch anytime my dear!! Migraines sucks bad and they deserve a bitch fest!!

      I’m gonna have to have hubby drive me out there one day so we can go eat, drink, and be merry!! lol
      xoxo ♥♥


  3. Oh my… I need a bitch fit! I’m tired of not having my power chair, not being able to get around, feeling like I’m a burden to everyone! I’m tired of this migraine that’s hung on and lingered, nearly leaving, only to come back like a double barreled shotgun blast to the head!

    I’m tired of being swollen like the ‘Michelin Tire Man’ because of the unrelenting heat and humidity! The fluid pills are ridiculous, I’m running to the pot every 10 min. (NO exaggeration!!!) Leaving the house is out of the question.

    I’m tired, no, exhausted, eyes don’t focus, hands shaking, but I can’t get a good night’s sleep, just tossing and turning all night long… sitting up, laying down, etc.

    I agree with you…. what about one day, just one day of no pain, of being able to get up and do what I want and need to do without having to plan ahead as to how I’m going to accomplish it.

    AAaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Well, that felt better! 😉


    1. Woo hoo, preach it sister!! It feels good to just let it all out and purge all the bullshit!!

      Trust me, there will be more parties and you are always invited!!!


  4. LOL, ahhhhhhhhhh I feel you on this one my dear. I ain’t mad at cha about the hooker baths lol, at least you washed ok? LOL. But I dod hope you enjoyed that Corona, ain’t nothin’ like a good drink that will chill you out a bit. I’m bitchin’ with you my friend. Love and hugs! xoxoxo


  5. I hate hooker baths, I hate pain, I hate that if I try to forget that I’m all crippled up I will pay dearly for any little fun I do manage to have. I hate that you are where you are, I hate that I am using the word hate, cause I’m not a hater….just a whiner and a bitcher….


  6. Tracy, even when you’re miserable and having a pity party, you are lovable and make me want to give you a big hug because you are doing the best you can, dammit! I never feel uncomfortable reading your blog because you are just plain ol’ “good people”. Hugs!


    1. Back at ya Kathy!! Please keep writing what your feeling. If people do not like, they do not have to read!!
      Hopefully we will get that hug one day!!


  7. Oh shit, don’t get me started…I can put on a happy face, but most days I am in fucking pain and dizzy and even though Bob and Steve are really understanding, they can at times stress me out and I want to climb under a rock…is this the menopause? or the fibromyalgia? or the fact that since Steve’s accident he has my car now (needs it for work every day) and now I am back to thumbing it (so to speak)…I take nothing for granted, Tracy…hell, if anything, I take the brunt of a lot (will tell you about that sometime)…so you can bitch all you want and I will bitch and then we toast that Corona!!! 🙂



    1. Oh shit, get started. lol That is what this is for!! Bitch away, it’s a party dontcha know!! lol

      BTW, save me some room under that rock, I’ll hang out with ya!!


  8. Well I’m here to BITCH AND WHINE again! I can’t seem to get rid of this Fu**ing migraine headache and it’s starting to piss me off! Now it’s making me feel nauseas and light headed as well. I left work early today and tomorrow I have a doctors appt, so I hope he does something about it or shoot me! just kidding of course. But thats how I feel right now. I feel like my heads been under a heavy rock.

    Hope you don’t mind I came back to whine.


    1. I was gonna say to get your hiney to the doctor!! Make sure to let me know what he says as well.

      Frannie, you can whine here anytime you need!!!


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