Another Med Bites the Dust… Hey Hey!

Posted: May 4, 2012 in anger, Darkness, Depression, medications, multiple sclerosis, Pain, Ramblings, RANDOM, sadness, sarcasm, Wheelchair
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Figures, right? Another med bites the dust. I was really beginning to think this one may be the one. Not so much, My liver count went up more, 3rd month in a row, so now the Tysabri will stop. Wonder when the next miracle drug will come out? **insert sarcasm…

figures…

Why I tried it in the first place is beyond me. It’s mainly for RRMS [relapsing-remitting] not for PPMS [primary-progressive]. That’ll teach me to think a new med will work for me. Now we’ll see what the new game plan is; new med, try it again later. I have taught myself NEVER to get my hopes up, sadly this time I did not listen. I feel like I’m mourning a death of some kind. The death of a new beginning? I don’t know… Hopefully if I try another ‘miracle’ drug it will utilize my port. roflmao Now what… do I have it removed, keep it in just in case? Again, I don’t know. Not sure how many more medication let-downs my heart can take. It’s been six thus far. Fuuuuuuuuck, fuck, fuck!!

Not quite sure what to do with myself… hmmm my bed looks comfy…

Peace out! xx

Comments
  1. debjdarby says:

    Huge hugs, Tracy. I’m sad with you.

  2. Jenny says:

    I have a crying face also :( ~Love U T

  3. Louise (aka Mai) says:

    (((huge hugs)))

  4. Frannie says:

    (((hugz))) you can never have to many hugz.

  5. Mary says:

    *sniff*..it breaks my heart hearing your news…in my mind, there is still something out there that will help you, I can feel it. Is it painful for you to keep the port in just in case another med is proposed?

    Please know I am here all the time!!<3

    xoxo

  6. Vciki says:

    oh “snakes & baskets” honey this is a real bummer – I don’t know what to say other than don’t act hasty – keep the port for a week or two and see how you feel when the dust settles ……
    If they can put a man on the moon they should be able to conquer this honey …….. feel for you xxxxxxxxxxx

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