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Archive for January, 2010

Ah Life!

Posted in Ramblings, health, health insurance, healthcare, multiple sclerosis, tagged , , , , , on January 22, 2010 | 10 Comments »

So, the 4 day pain in my head has quieted…now just an agonizing throbbing. My neuro called in a script to Rite Aid for me and they said they would not take it over the phone!! WTF! By the time they let us know it was too late for Rog to drive and pick up [...]

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Enjoy the Ride!

Posted in Ramblings, friendship, joy, love, mindless-thoughts, tagged , , on January 21, 2010 | Leave a Comment »

Enjoy the Ride!! Blessings and Hope!

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Headaches and Spasms and Pain…Oh My!

Posted in Pain, Ramblings, health, mindless-thoughts, multiple sclerosis, tagged , , on January 20, 2010 | 8 Comments »

Three day headaches does not a happy Tracy make!! It is like water torture; constant pain, split second relief, you smile and bam it comes back. Then due to lying down for the past couple of days, my lower back is on fire, and that makes my legs spasm. Happy, happy, joy, joy!! My whole [...]

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Memories of a love lost…

Posted in Ramblings, mindless-thoughts, tagged , , , , on January 17, 2010 | 5 Comments »

They were apart, it was her doing. Come back she cried. No, he was through. Her insecurities and cruel comments were too much to take. He tried to understand, but it was over…this time. She could not breathe. How could she live without him in her life? How could she show him it would be [...]

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In Dreams – Falling / Doctors

Posted in Darkness, Pain, dreams, falling, healthcare, multiple sclerosis, tagged , , , , , on January 16, 2010 | 3 Comments »

She is falling, her dress flies all around her, she sees no end, not stopping, no slowing down. Visions pass by her eyes as if she is seeing her life all around her. Pictures in her mind of days long ago. Smiles, laughter, anguish, fear, so many feelings. Faces she remembers, faces that have no [...]

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So tired…

Posted in Fear, Pain, Ramblings, falling, multiple sclerosis, tagged , , , on January 14, 2010 | 4 Comments »

of falling… Does this mean I should use my Wheel-chariot all the time? No, no, no… I can still shuffle 18.2 feet. I will do that until I cannot any longer. But it hurt today. Did not hit my head, but landed hard on my back. Medication, sleep. Short and sweet today… good night! Blessings [...]

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Blankety, blank ,blank, blank…

Posted in Craziness, Ramblings, mindless-thoughts, stupid_stuff, tagged , , , , , on January 12, 2010 | 4 Comments »

For the past two nights my mind has been blank. I’ve been reading the Twilight books. Finished Eclipse in 6 hours and am half way through Breaking Dawn. Loving me some Vampires!! lol The kids are finally back in school after a 3 week vacation. It figures their first day back, and my first day [...]

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In Dreams – Darkness

Posted in Darkness, Ramblings, dreams, sleep, tagged , , , on January 10, 2010 | 2 Comments »

The darkness falling, silence, floating, light. She looks down, the dress, black lace over a blood red shell, she’s beautiful. Pale skin, jet hair, crimson nails, still floating. People, statuesque, glowing eyes. Trees, going on to nowhere. Fire, dancing. A chill runs slowly down her spine. Where is she, who is she, why is she [...]

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On the soapbox…

Posted in Paleolithic Diet, Ramblings, Research, SoapBox, health, healthcare, multiple sclerosis, tagged , , , , , on January 9, 2010 | 9 Comments »

IF there was a way to cure my progressive MS and/or control it, I’d have been the first one to find it!! There is NO cure for MS. Yes, it can be controlled, remission in Relapsing Remitting MS [rrms] Yes, the right diet, exercise etc is good for me and everyone else. Sorry, I cannot [...]

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In Dreams…

Posted in Craziness, Fear, Ramblings, dreams, tagged on January 9, 2010 | 8 Comments »

She was in a daze, looking around, everyone she knew was there, parents, children, friends, in a large chair, people touching her face, fixing her hair, makeup, this is a gift to you they say. People she did not know, brushing, coloring, cutting her hair. Don’t touch my hands, I just did my nails. No, [...]

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